Every day I awake, to such unimaginable hate

Every day I awake,
to such unimaginable hate,
the pain makes me weak,
I don't have it in me to speak.

Tears of shame fall down my soul,
drifting through this never ending hole,
why wont the pain go away,
It's been so long,
It always stays.

How did I get this way,
A life full of regrets,
please take me away,
please make me forget.