Trying so hard to Holt my emotion
i loved you for you and your devotion
now your gone I'm torn in two
theres no-one on this earth that could replace you
I'll be strong for your family and friends
f**k i hate how our life ends
you took your life because of me
and my stupid sadness
no sign of when just a glimpse of gladness
our last goodbye was short and sweet
against the walls my fists now beat
i hate what you have done
i hate me and what i have become
now i will leave the same way you did tonight
leave my mum a note of fright
tear her life into shred's
the death of me the death she dreads
"goodbye mum, i died for love this you must see....it wasn't an accident he died cos of me!!!"
