I try to Understand...

by Megan   Jul 22, 2005


Sitting on the ground...
Staring at her grave...
With tears streaming
Down my face...
I sing her this song...

I've cried for days...
Trying to find what
I did wrong to make
You do such a
Horrible thing...
An i just cant figure
Anything out!

I never yelled at you!
I was always there for you!
I never let you down!
We never argued!
I was always there!

You said in your letter
That it had nothing
At all to do with me...
But then what did it?
Why would you leave
Me in such a
Disastrous way?
Didn't i do enough
To see you go a
Deferent way?

I hid you when your
Parents wanted
You dead!
When they found
You i stood my ground...
Wouldn't let them
Close enough to
Be able to touch you...
I ended up in the
Hospital defending
You, my best friend...
I almost lost my life
Just for you!
Didn't i deserve
To see you go
A different way?

I'm trying to
Understand!
I really am!
But i just
Don't know!
If i really
Was your
Best bud...
Why did you
Have to hurt
Me so?

Now i stare
at the knife...
Sitting right in
front of her
Grave stone...
I pick it up...
Look at it's
Detailed blade...
As i take it to
My wrist...
An i watch as
The blood drips
Slowly down to
The ground
Right above
Where she lay...
Are you happy now?

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