Where I Left

The night draws in,
I am warm in bed!
Staring at the place,
I sat and bled!

Night after night,
Slit of slit.
I had a final thought,
Of ending it.

Everyone was worried,
Even started to cry.
I didn't expect this,
I just wanted to die.

Wanted to end my pain,
And end my entire life.
What so wrong,
With using the edge of a knife?

A sin against god,
Since when did i care!
Where was he when i was hurting,
He was never there!

So i took it upon myself,
To erase the work of his hand.
I was sorry to those people,
Who just didn't understand.

So now i sit here warm in bed,
Looking down on you.
Looking at the undiscovered me,
I am sitting black and blue.