I sit in my room and watch the day go by
Seconds minutes hours
I see nothing but the four walls around me
I feel nothing but the beating of my heart
Thump thump thump
Theres not a sound as if a silent snow storm on a frigid December night
I can even hear myself think and blink
My mind running wild
Why cant I be beguiled
No one to talk to
No one to relate to
Thump thump thump
No emotions no passion
No one has any compassion
The silent thoughts nobody but me can hear
Involve tears and fear
Thump thump thump
The world in my mind is wild and crazy
people laughing, music its oh so hazy
Friend’s family and people awaiting me
Its all foresee
After the silence, ahead in time
Its still as silent as a professional mime
Thump thump thump
The silence is extreme
Its makes you want to scream
Whats that…. A knock at the door
…..i get up to answer
but its hallucination
thump thump thump
im goiI'm crazy
waiting for a distraction
waiting for action
…the phone rings
thump thump thump
