Maybe Tomorrow

Maybe tomorrow,
We'll find a better day,
A better start,
To what has already,
Been painful to the heart,

Maybe tomorrow,
I will find a way,
To let it go,
And why I am afraid,
And how I need to know,

Maybe tomorrow,
I'll get your view,
On why this happened,
And hold this gun,
While saying I knew,

Maybe tomorrow,
I'll get some sleep,
And stop these fears,
And what I hide,
In these tears I weep,

Maybe tomorrow,
I will get away,
From all their voices,
That hold me back,
And hold my confidence at bay,

Maybe tomorrow,
I'll find myself,
And bring it all to light,
And find out how,
I am not at full health,

Maybe tomorrow,
I'll end it all,
No longer will I smile,
No longer will I think,
I will just fall,

Maybe tomorrow,
I'll be cut down,
Dying in my prime,
Failing at it now,
Doomed to drown,

Maybe tomorrow,
I'll open up,
Give it all I've got,
Push for a place,
Put my feet in the stirrup,

Maybe tomorrow,
You'll understand,
And know why I am like this,
Because without them,
I am clear to land,

But until tomorrow,
I will keep dreaming,
Holding on to nothing,
Never giving up,
Thinking maybe tomorrow...