Suffer

Pacing back and forth watching you,
can you hear me screaming your name?
making as much noise as possible,
yet never making a sound,
you're walking right past,
looking in my direction but never seeing me,
trapped in this sound proof room,
made from invisible ink,
no one can help me escape,
thrashing and screaming,
wanting to wake from this awful dream,
but I'll never rouse from this nightmare,
that you cast me into discarded like an old toy,
just another piece of junk in your closet,
stabbed in the back by your innocent maliciousness,
cant you see the blood seeping through the cracks in the wall?
the world is slowly fading from view,
as the white hot pain flows through my veins,
growing weaker with every blow i take,
stab me harder i cant feel the pain,
plunge it deep in my heart so i can suffer again,
then i can gladly move on in the world full of angels.