Look

Look at me
as i lay here
there is the note on my chest
to you my dear

the suicide note
of why i committed suicide
i am sorry
i didn't know any other way

i just couldn't go on
i couldn't bare the pain
i couldn't feel happiness
running through my veins

i don't know why i did it
i just can't tell you why
it's all in the note
i stappled to my arm

please don't cry
don't go
i am dead
there is nothing much to say

you did this
you made me jump
i did it while taking a shower
i hid the knife on the shelf

i did it beause i cared
about your happiness
i thought knowing i couldn't screw up
that would make it easier

but tell me did you want me alive?