You were never there

When all i ever wanted was a
shoulder where i could cry,

i could never depend on this guy.

i always looked up to you since i was a little girl,

but then i couldnt cuz you just vanished form my world,

and when i wanted to talk about my problems and my needs,

i was always afraid to come to you
cuz maybe you would leave.

when i simply wanted a kiss or a hug,

i was never tempted with your love.

On every birthday i always got a call

and then i never heard from you at all,

so many times ive tried to forgive you with my heart,

But it was too hard because i knew once again we'd part,

and when i ask you why the hell you just left,

all you would say "im sorry but i wasnt ready yet"

i always used to cry and ask myself why,

until i realized that you were just a lie.

you send me shoes, clothes, candies, and cards,

but all that doesnt compare to the pain you have caused,

i get a smile on my face every time i think of you,

But dont get all happy ,

it's just that im glad
I MADE IT WITHOUT YOU.