Why must i be depressed...
I love him.. i confessed..
Is that what's been keeping me down...
Is that the cause of my endless frown?
I don't know..
I just want to let go..
A final goodbye..
no i lie!
I couldn't do it.. If i had nothing left!
I couldn't even at my depressed best!
I can't takes the knife..
And end my life!
Why must a dampen everyone's mood,
Because my life is screwed??
Why must be so down..
I have a lot of things, when i look around...
One thing i do not have... One thing i need...
Something.. that would stop me wanting to bleed..
And that is the love of him returned...
Something to fill the hole, where an old love used to burn!
I'll never get it... never...
Even if i tried forever!
I will never be with him,
I'd have to be pretty and slim!
Both of which i am not..
A feeling i thought i had forgot!
So i couldn't end it anyway...
No choice but to stay!
Something i want.. to keep me alive...
Something i NEED to survive...
Shall never be mine...
I had my time to shine...
Why must i permanently be this way...
Why must i threaten to do away..
Away with my life..
Why must i threaten the knife!
