To Adam

I hear you sometimes,
But I don’t understand why,
The day of the accident,
Watching you lay there in the grass,
It killed something inside of me that no one will ever know.
You were the one I could go to,
The one that would listen to me.
Why did he have to take you now?
On my birthday I wished for u to be there.
A little over a month has passed,
I still cry just wishing u were here.
I don’t understand y it had to happen,
That day u hugged me and said that u would see me later.
I got worried so I went to look for u,
I didn’t want to find you like that!
It wasn’t even your fault.
You were taken from me and everyone that cares.
Dead at 19…that’s just not fair,
Every day gets harder to think about it.
I miss and love my cousin every day.
God just took him too soon for me to understand.