A promise:i broke a promise

I made a promise
a promise to myself
that i wouldn't have a man
that i would stick to the plan
always stay Koo
focus on school
never look back
stay right on track
i made a promise
BC Ive been hurt so much
that noone Else will ever touch
that noone Else will ever caress
but none the less
i broke that promise
i met this new guy
i was so happy
all i could say was o my
i messed up
he made that special touch
he made that special caress
and now hes in love
and i feel real bad
all i want is to love him back
but i don't
its not like that
i just don't have those kind of feelings
and now wen i think about the decision i made
i think it was the wrong thing
i wasn't ready for it
to all just happen so fast
this is the one thing
that i wanted to happen last
but i cant help it
and it has
Wat am i supposed to do
i made a promise
and i don't break promises Ive made to ppl
let alone myself
i made a promise
Ive let done my pride
and i feel bad inside
i need help
figuring out Wat to do
i broke a promise
i don't wanna hurt u
Wat am i supposed to do
i made a promise and i broke it
i broke a promise