Speedin & Life... PART 1

Every step you've taken so far
has moulded how you would grow
all the hurt and all the pain
and the love that was never shown

it hurts inside, it grows it burns
and the lessons in life you never learned
all the days, the little scar
not knowing when it's be taken to far

not sleeping at night, always scared
bruises, only being shared
relying on no one, everything wrong
the fights continue for so long

the pain continues, you start to cut
its gone on to long, the door is shut
just one slice, along my wrist
it starts to hurt, it begins to twist

just a joint to ease the hurt
you'll soon be laying, beneath the dirt
another yell, another fight
you dont know what to do, its not right