Self confidence...

I wish i could smile,
even if it was for a little while,
i dint know why i feel so sad,
or why i feel I'm being so bad,
i think Ive lost my self confidence,
i think it went along time ago,
since then time has gone so slow,
life has got the better of me,
this moment has broke my back,
i didn't know i could feel so slack...
i feel like Ive done something really bad,
but i haven't done anything,
but make people glad,
but in the end I'm not coming back,
I'm not gonna be how i used to be,
i cant feel happy anymore,
i feel like a piece of s**t,
on the floor....