Starting Over

I hate the thoughts in my mind
They used to be of a happier kind
Now I just let myself unwind
And think back to morbid times.

I can’t help it, no matter how hard I try
I can’t figure out the reason why
My emotions unfold and I start to cry.
Happiness is what I seem to deny.

No one has to tell me I’m wrong
Cause I’ve known this all along
But I can’t help to think that I don’t belong
So I keep singing my pensive song.

What am I going to do
When I no longer have an excuse
I guess that I always knew
I’d eventually have to start anew.