You were always right nothing special here

All the time
you were right
and it makes me sad
your close behind

apathy runs through my veins
and beauty flows through yours
melancholy in the lines on my face
in you theres something i adore

i cant be
part of anything
i can see
the loss of everything

I'm not what you say I'm just a face
a lost empty face
a messed vulgar face
so morose and so fake

Ive made these words archaic and used
a pointless cliche for the life of a fool
I'm sorry for wasting your time
i just need to show how i feel inside