My First...

I never wanted it to be this way
I never thought that this is how it’d get
A night I wanted, a night of fun
Now the night I most regret.
Just you and me, that’s all it was
Our first we shared together
This night was something I wanted to treasure
A memory I’d hold forever.
But now I can’t stand to think about
The things we did that night
I weep away my regrets each day
Because I know it wasn’t right.
You do not care one bit for me
This was all just for your sake
The feelings that you shared with me
Were nothing all but fake.
I feel so used and so betrayed
I don’t know what to do
I hate myself for all I’ve done
But I guess that’s nothing new.
So I sit alone and think about
The night I now regret
I’ll think about it frequently
It’s something I’ll never forget.