My heart is poundin ghard
Lungs bursting for air
I wish that i could turn back time
But I doubt that I would dare
The pain I'm feeling now
Is nothing compared to before
This pain is only skin deep
Before it went deep into my core
My mind is getting foggy
The drugs are kicking in
My mind is racing fast
And I'm wondering how did this begin?
When did my pain take over
Engulfing my whole soul
When did my life fall apart?
When did I lose control?
I'm sorry that I failed you, Mom
I'm sorry that I lied
I couldn't make things right again
No matter how hard I tried
The only way to end the pain
Is to end my life right now
I'm sorry it has to be like this
But I'm leaving with a bow
