Why does my heart ache?

So much sorrow at the time in my life,
why is there so much fighting!
why can we all be happy?
everyone is always crying...
for forgotten memories,
in the back of their mind,
life got on top of me,
it killing me slowly inside,
my poems wont rhyme,
I'm crying for my lost thoughts,
I'm crying for all my mates,
I'm crying for my house,
I'm crying for my dad,
who's in it so bad....
my mum is depressed,
school Had came home with me,
my mates were depressed,
and now my family is.......

*i know its crap and probably no one can relate to it....but i can