I will find you, I Promise

Everything happened so fast,
It's feels like a blur in my not so distant past.

I was in shock when you told me that he beat you,
But this time it was worse.
He beat you black and blue.

I was scared,
He lost it once, he lost is before,
I was scarred for you,
So relieved when you showed up at my door.

I held you,
Gave you my shoulder to cry on,
Tried to calm you down,
By gently singing you a song.

But nothing could help you when the cops showed up for you,
Dragging you away,
Back to that hell hold,
Was where you had to stay.

Then you called and told me that you were leaving,
Inside I was deeply grieving.

You, my best friend, my sister,
I didn't know if I could live without you,
You were part of my life,
I have nothing but love for you.

You helped me up when I tripped and fell,
You gave me heaven when my world felt like hell.

When I cried, you wiped away my tears,
When I was frightened, you fought away my fears.

I promised you over and over again,
That I would protect you from anything,
And that I did,
But this was one anything that slid.

Right by it went,
Through me and straight to you,
Aimed at my heart,
And hit right at you.

Now with only one moment left to spare,
Over the phone you whisper goodbye and I love you.
I'm so lost in what I should do.

I can't protect you anymore,
No matter how much I try,
I was your savior, the one you always turned to,
Now that I can't I die.

I didn't even get a proper goodbye,
No one last hug,
No warm embrace,
I needed to see your smile, it was like a drug.

I'm dead inside without you,
But as long as I live,
You will always be missed,
and there is one last thing I must promise.

One day I will find you,
And bring you out of the darkness,
I will bring you back to me,
I promise.