You werent there

I trusted you with everything. You were the only one who seemed to care. Seemed to understand. But when I needed you, you weren't there. How can you say we're best friends? I was crying for hours trying to resist. Resist the urge to slit my wrists. You were the only thing that kept me sane. Where are you now that my blood flows down the drain? You said you would always be there to just give you a call. But I knew you wouldn't answer. So it wasn't worth the fall. Oh I needed you more than anyone. But just like him you were wrapped up in her. So I lost my love and my best friend to the same girl. Its too much to handle. Too much to carry. The tears seemed endless. Like the pain wont ever fade. You were my strength to resist the blade. I cut my skin away just to see it bleed. You weren't there for me....I lost them both to the same girl. That girl was the end of my world.