Thoughts of you

I'm lost in my own thoughts,
my thoughts about you,
it hurts like paper cuts,
because there's nothing I can do.
I think about you day and night,
but I can't tell how I feel,
because when I think again it might,
might not even be for real.
I can't found out if I have feelings for you,
or if you're just a very good friend,
ask you I cannot do,
because that might mean the end.
I really need to think this through,
look deep into my soul,
is it love I feel for you,
is it you that makes me whole.