Everyday in my family

Fights everyday,
never a peaceful moment.
I want out,
I want to be happy with my family.
It just doesn't happen.
I try my hardest
but I guess that isn't good enough.
I am a low life teenage girl
thats family would be better off without.
It would be better with just the four of them.
Me as the fifth person just doesn't work.
They don't see how sad I am.
They don't see the way I feel.
They don't see that I am depressed.
They block me out of their life.
I am just the girl in the family
that doesn't do anything right
and doesn't act the way they want me to.
I try and try to get them to accept me,
but unless I did something spectacular,
they won't notice me.
I don't know what to do.
I have questioned what to do for 15 years
and I still haven't found an answer.
Maybe I never will.
Maybe my life will be like this until I die.
Nobody knows
but I don't know how long,
I will be able to handle it!