My Last pleed

Love hurts too damn much
My heart cant take this pain
My head is spinning
I'm going insane!
I just want relief
From all of this shit
I want to forget you.
I just want to quit
end this pathetic thing i call a life
so i wont have to feel anything
no pain, no strife.
I cant take it no more
I'm sorry i have to go
my body's broken down
I'm too damn sore
Just act like you do now
treat me as if i was never there
as if you never loved me
as if u never cared
because theres no longer a reason to live
i can never have you.
Ive given all that i can give.
I'm all out of strength
I need to leave now..
I'm all numb
I need to get over you somehow.
This is the only way i cant think of
the thought of death races through my head
How wonderful it would be to not feel this shit anymore.
just laying peacefully in my coffin,.....Dead:)