Hating the way i love you.

I hate the way I love you.
& the fact that you don't care.
All the times I stood by your side..
I stood alone..and unaware..
you told me you loved me.
I was foolish to believe..
you actually cared enough
to say such big words to me.
so as I sit here..
writing about you..
about all the lies you told..
& all the shit you put me through.
I still have no regrets.
no memories i would erase..
there's only one day...
that I would replace..
the day you left me.
and made me cry.
Id Never let us part.
we would have never said goodbye.
But I messed up.
too bad life doesn't rewind.
because Id skip to that day
you were finally mine.
Id hold you close to me
and never let go.
Id tell you how i felt.
at our first Hello.
Id do everything in my power.
for you to love me back.
Id give up my all.
we'd stay on the right track.
But the sad thing is.
no matter how much I try..
you'll never be mine again..
we will always end in goodbye.
Because me loving for the both of us..
just wasn't enough..
all you did was have to care a little..
i never thought loving me was that tough..
But Now I'm getting stronger..
I'm over the fact were never going to be..
but ill always love you.
even though you never loved me.