The process itself is filled with pain,
much frustration and terrible doubt
I'm being turned inside out
I am so scared.
What if I get to the center of me
and what if there is just all empty and rotten?
that would confirm what I already see,
I'm bad and better dead
Can you talk me back from the edge
to go on with the repair so I can become whole
Look into my desperate eyes and promise
that you will not let me sink any deeper now...
