I'm to messed up to be with you

You say I'm the one for you
-But you are not for me
Long for me saying love you to
-But I need to be more free

You think that you can help me
-But I know pain soon will show
Think you know who I want to be
-But what I am you don't know

You tell me often how good I look
-But forget what a mess I am inside
Make up for what they once took
-But I just want to hide

You whisper to me that you're for real
-But you don't know what I need
Long for me to tell how I feel
-But I want you to just let me bleed

You want me to stop wanting to die
-But I need you to just let me cry
Think that I just need to really try
-But I know that that's just another lie