No Longer

No longer do I bother or cry myself to sleep
No longer am I careful or say what I think
No longer do I love or for that matter hate
No longer do I wish I think it’s a little late
No longer do I truly smile or laugh with everyone
No longer am I crazy or a lot of fun
No longer will I get caught up in everything I feel
No longer will I be happy… well not until my scars fully heal
No longer will I pretend or act like I’m a fake
No longer will I be sad no longer for your sake
No longer will I get put through your crap again and again
No longer will I live my life, No longer am I in pain