Living Life The Way I Do

Living life the way I do
can mess you up and scar you for life
You'll get so upset that you'll even
pick up that knife.
Visions of blood will surround you,
but what else can you do?
The pain is just too much to bare.
So why should I care?
Maybe I should leave now....
but how?
You may ask why,
but if only you could see the tears I cry, maybe then you would understand.
Why I'm willing to give up all of my friends.
One day I'm going to leave this place.
I hope you'll remember my face,
Because that's all you'll have left of me,
Once I finally flee

written April 1, 2005