Forever Silence

Silent.
Dark.
My head lies
on my pillow.

Tired and trembling.
I ask him for help.
Pray.

Them to see me.
Her to like me.
for better life.

As time passes.
forever past.
My eyes water.
My mind wanders.

Does he ignore me?
Mock me?
or does he not exist?

My forever faith now doubted.
Still I search for hope.
Never finding what I wanted.
Not wanting what I now found.

Alone.
I lie.
In forever silence.