Another bad day
I'm finally home and so relieved
I sit in my room...
I begin to take a trip down a rode I shouldn't take
My room begins to darken..
Everything I screwed up...everything lie i was told comes flowing back..
No one needs a screw up around...
Everyone would be better off..
So I slit deeper....
The blood...pours out...more blood than I have ever seen..
Parents hate me....brothers want me dead..
friends....don't care to much...
I finally release what i needed to..
But it wasn't enough..
I'm still alive..
I lay down...to rest and begin to sleep..
i wake up the next morning..
So numb to talk..
i walk around in my own zone...but no one notices..
so I wont talk..
they don't care..
I just cant wait...to be alone...so i take another trip down a road...I know all to well...
everyone thinks...oh she'll be fine..
but what will they say..
when that day that I don't wake up...
when I'm finally gone..
I bet they wont even shed a tear...
they will all say...
well at least she's fine now.......
