Without a trace

I miss you so much
Why did you leave me
You said you wouldn't
And not to worry

But you were sick
And I couldn't help it
I hated that place
I always threw a fit

Remember that time
After my softball game
You couldn't go
And you were ashamed

So what
You weren't there
You're my gram-pa
And I'll always care

Remember how you used to say
do-DA-do-DA-do
You would always make me laugh
Our relationship will stay true

I know I may have acted
Like I didn't want to be around you
But I should've held you close to heart
Because you'd be leaving soon

You were deadly sick
And I was only nine
Happy little kids
Think every thing's fine

But I was different
And knew you were soon to go
But I was wrong
You were leaving slow

I'll never trade a day we had
With you and me together
I love and miss you so much
You'll be in my heart forever

It was the day
You had to leave
My mom had told me
And I couldn't believe

I was devastated
Totally shocked
In my mind
You, I blocked

I couldn't think about it
At first I was mad
I realized I'd never see you again
And my mad turned sad

We still visit you
On holidays at that place
We all love you
Without a trace