Wishin' You Were OK

I wish I was there,
I wish I knew what to say.
I just don't want you to go down that path,
I just want you to be OK.
You don't deserve this,
You don't deserve to be like me.
You help people, you're good,
I just wish I could make you see.
I cry when I talk to you,
Because it hurts seeing you like this.
And I swear I will kill myself,
If you ever slit your wrists.
I've never seen you like this,
You've always been strong.
You're always helping me,
You don't deserve this, this is so freaking wrong!
I've never been on this side,
And I don't know what to say.
You were so good at this,
You could make everything OK.
If I had a choice I'd give my life,
To see you happy like you used to be.
So someone please kill me,
Because you don't deserve to be like me!
I pray you won't go far enough,
To take you're life away.
I pray you won't be suicidal,
And I pray you'll be OK.

*Written for my friend Tim. He's always been there for me and now I can't be there for him. Tim, you know I love you to death! You HAVE to be alright.*

*In original poem freaking was the harsher word*

*Please message and rate it would mean alot to me!*