Giving up on these dreams...

I'm giving up on these dreams,
They seem too unrealistic,
If only I could find what I'm good at,
And not have to waste my time.

Everyone lies,
They say that I'm good,
Its just so hard to believe,
I just cant take anymore.

Its seems life gets so much harder,
When you begin to grow,
Everything gets fcuked up,
And everyone puts on a show.

I’m done with this dream,
Of eventually being a pro,
This pain is too much,
But its what I strive for though.

Its like they say
“Skinned knees are easier to heal then broken hearts”
Just replace that with failure and dreams torn apart.

I honestly wish people wouldn't lie,
Because they say you learn when
People criticize.

These dreams keeps me lying awake,
Maybe these stupid dreams were just a huge mistake.