I can tell you

I’m completely neurotic
Becoming psychotic
Why turn to the deadly narcotic?

What was she thinking,
When she popped those pills?
When she swallowed that water?

I can tell you.
Because we are friends, best of the few,
And I knew just what she went through.

Racing through her mind
Were words left unsaid
That came out sooner
Before she was dead

Racing through her mind
Only a few small words,
With only one big meaning.

Finally she dialed that number
Pressed that one last button,
And when I got that message
My world became nothing

She had left me that message
Not 10 minutes before
And in that 10 second message
My life became a war.

Because within this little message
Well I’ll tell you what she said-

Babe, I’m so sorry
for all the pain that I’ve caused, and,
If and When I don’t wake up tomorrow
I just want you to know
How truly sorry I am.

So here I sit
I’m completely neurotic
Becoming psychotic
Why did she turn to the deadly narcotic?