I Killed Myself Mom

by A.Hill   Aug 4, 2005


Cold.
Dead.
I killed myself mom.
Why?
Because of you.
You and your lies.
You drove me to insanity.
I had to get away.
Gun?
No, I couldn't shoot myself.
Rope?
The top bunk wasn't tall enough for the fall.
Pills?
Choking on my throw up didn't sound too good.
I killed myself mom.
Because I stopped breathing last night.
After that fight, and after my tears I thought,
Is it worth living any more??
You don't give a damn about me.
About why I was depressed.
About why my body is on my bed.
Lifeless.
Cold.
My soul will never return.
And it's all because of you.
You and your lies.
I killed myself mom.

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  • 20 years ago

    by ~â‚£ading |nspiration~

    Wow...that's amazing...so sorry you have to go through all that...hope you are okey...

    I know this is the first poem I read from you...but I want to ask you something on Melissa Westfall's behalf...she's going to publish a poetry book...there will be a few poets work in it...she's still looking for more poems to be put in it...and don't you worry...she won't steal your works...she'll put your name in it...if you are willing to let her use yours...you can tell her...or you can tell me...k...that's all....luv ya...Jane

  • 20 years ago

    by MiSZ ALAiNA

    yo yo yo.....what da? ok never mind!
    love yaz
    ChuChi
    your little BIG sister

  • 20 years ago

    by A.Hill

    thank yous...
    love alwayz
    angie

  • 20 years ago

    by *Friends Are Stars*

    This is really sod but really good, i can relate alot i think. im here for you xxxxxxxxxxx

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