What\'s the Opposite of Happy?

What\'s the opposite of happy?

them, right there, they\'re not like me,

here i am in depression,

trying to make a good impression,

it\'s my life i\'m trying to make,

but each path i choose is always fake,

no one can see i\'m in pain,

all i\'m trying to do is maintain,

i have nobody, no one\'s there,

no one pays attention, they don\'t care,

i\'m in pain and they don\'t see,

what\'s behind this mask is me,

all i want to do is hide,

hide the pain deep inside,

i want so badly just to tell,

and get me out of this hell,

i want those people to know,

i\'m in pain and it don\'t show,

but they don\'t care, they don\'t see,

what\'s behind this mask is me,

no one knows how i feel,

all this pain, i\'m just trying to deal,

no one hears my fearful scream,

the one that yells \"Get me out of this dream!\"

silent tears fall down my cheeks,

i feel like i haven\'t smiled in weeks,

i know somewhere inside my head,

soon, very soon, i will be dead,

i can\'t seem to let this pain stop,

it just stays there until i drop,

i just want to build my life,

but i\'m too addicted to that knife,

here i go cut my vein,

cuz i\'m in way to much pain,

no one heard my hell,

i just want out of this hell,

please, dear Lord, spare me,

for it\'s my soul i want to give thee,

i know you wanted me to pass your test,

believe me, i did my best,

but i just couldn\'t stand the pain,

i couldn\'t live of life in vain,

i never meant to heart anyone,

but i just did, because i\'m gone,

I love you all, and good-bye,

tonight is the night that i will die.