Set Me Free...

I stare at the phone,
wishing that you'd call.

Who am I kidding?
I am nobody at all.

I stare into the sky,
the stars shine in the night.

I hear your caring voice.
My own personal light.

I stare at the pictures,
taken so long ago.

you're so bright to me,
i don't want to let you go.

I'm pulled out of my thoughts,
when there's a sudden ring.

I answer it, Hoping,
But it's not for me.

My heart drops back,
surrounded by that pain.

I wish you only knew,
i bought your care not knowing what my soul became.

i think about the last time,
i saw your caring eyes.

I feel the same stab at my gut,
remembering our good-byes.

i go to bed with that feeling,
of pain killing my heart.

I sit in bed listening,
to my soul being torn apart.

I roll over, fearing,
that soon tears would pour out.

I sit there with a pillow,
getting ready to shout.

I hate this constant feeling,
the one you give to me.

I wish that i could be with you,
Maybe then you could set me free.