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Just a summer alone.
Picked up my bag and headed out.
When to the bar.
Tried not to shout.
You sat beside me and said hi
we started to talk.
I started to think when I'd say bye.
You asked if you could buy me a drink.
I had my doubts and questions.
But you insisted.

I didn't know much.
So you fooled me and bought me a strong drink
I sipped it down.
You insisted me to drink it fast.
Another after another each one stronger.
I became drunk so soon and quickly
before i knew it i couldn't stand

I went along with everything
You picked me up and took me to your place
Gave me another strong drink.
I couldn't see or respond properly
I didn't know what was happening.

You put me on your bed and laid me down.
You kissed me softly
Then you riped off you clothes and mine too.
Got on top, took advantage of me.
Took my innocence
And ever since that day
The knife in my drawer visits me everyday.
1,2,3 cuts
4,5,6 I'm bleeding so much I'm becoming dizzy
7,8,9 I'm falling to the ground
10,11,12 I'm laying on the cold hard floor
13,14,15 I'm fading away
16,17, 18 i cry and say my last words
19...the last cut
I'm dead...