I still think about you all the time
I still cry through-out the night,
I still wish that you were here with me
Wish you were holding me so tight..
I still find myself always wondering
If you will ever be here for me again,
I still dream about our old friendship
The one that would ‘last until the end’..
I still look all around some times
Hoping just to see your face,
I still imagine that you’re beside me
But there is nothing but empty space..
I still pick up my telephone
And you’re number’s the one I dial in,
I still find myself hanging up
Before it gets a chance to ring..
I still reflect upon our memories
All the ‘I love yous’ that were said,
I still have tears falling free
Every time I go to bed..
I still love you like I always have
And like I know I always will,
I still know that we’re not the same
That our love is frozen still..
I still think constantly about how close
We once used to be,
I still remember when you were my everything
Without you there was no me..
But the only thing that I can not do yet
Is to let go of what used to be,
Although I know some way, some how
I will.. Eventually.
