Another Suicide Poem- let me know what you think

I was told to build a wall,
I was told to stay strong,
But it was obvious no one could see,
That I am what went wrong.

I was never able to explain,
I was never able to speak,
And say the reason why I cut,
Is cuz I’m just too weak.

I could blame it on my parents,
Who were never even there,
Or blame it on the people around,
Who didn’t seem to care.

But I’ll tell you that ever night,
Something that I do,
Is look in the mirror and say,
“The person to blame is you.”

I’m fading away,
But no one can tell,
And nobody can hear me,
When I cry for help.

I love so many,
But I still want to die,
But I can’t pull the trigger,
So I just lay and cry.

But soon that will change,
My life will be done,
And all the pain I’ve ever felt,
Will be forever gone.