You push me away
And pretend everything’s ok
When deep down your screaming
And your scars keep on bleeding
What happened to the smile?
That was always plastered in your face
And the jokes and endless praises
What about all the lies you told me
That I was different to everyone else
That I understood you better than anyone
How come you can just pick me up and ditch me
Like I am nothing more then a bit of dirt
But more to the point how come I let you
You do I always have to stay true to my word
Even though it feels like im doing more wrong then good
But maybe there is more to the reason why I stay
Maybe I care more than I chose to show
Or maybe I am just as screwed up as you are
And maybe I need your comfort more than I think
