This was her end *VERY GOOD*

by Seth   Aug 7, 2005


Her hair was in a ponytail
With her shiny new Red dress
Today was the day of all days.
She was hoping to impress.

She had her makeup perfect,
And a Red ribbon in her hair.
She was a new being.. she thought
Her Excitement hard to bare.

Leather black shoes
Tied in a knot
A new pearl necklace
The door in eye-shot.

She started to walk
Excited as can be.
For she thought to herself
Wait till they see the new me!

She opened the door
Waiting to see what they would say.
Your still the same b i t c h! one shouted
Your ugliness is still clear as day!

She had stood there immobile
While watching them Chuckle
They are right she thought
As they watched her crumble.

Her smile turned to a frown
For the new her was gone.
She ran to the nearest bathroom
and yelled " Why am i such a moron?!"

She looked in the mirror
Mascara running down.
She thought she could change.
Tears falling from her eyes so brown.

She looked at her wrists
And touched her scars lightly
She didn't want to go back to her pain
The memory of her Cuts started to come back slightly.

The happiness she held
Descended so fast.
She Reached for her purse.
And searched for her razor to clasp.

She took it from its place,
Thinking it would forever stay there
But now she was back to the pain
Back to the heaviness of despair.

She thought of a reason to live.
While her hands continued to shake
The razor Close to her wrist
She wanted herself dead, For everyone Else's sake.

She sat down on the cold tile floor
And brought the razor to her wrist
She never thought her wounds would reopen
But she knew she wouldn't be missed.

Her was face covered in sweat
But a slight smile began to show
This is what everyone wants.. she thought.
No one would even know.

So she took the escape of the blade
And slid it across slow
The razor dropping to the ground
Finally her blood began to flow.

She Fell to the ground
Her body feeling weak.
This was her time she thought.
A Happy memory was all she had to seek.

Her face turning pale
Her body growing numb.
The blood blending in with her red dress,
While she whispered out.. "Death your welcome"

Everyone walked in
Only to see her lying there
They didn't think it would come to this
The teasing they thought she didn\'t care.

Everyone stared
Some even cried
But she was still awake.
She was not yet a forgotten suicide.

Some kids screamed
Running away in fear.
But one teacher came in
Her eyes filled with tears.

She held the girl tightly
And buried her head in her chest
For the woman knew she was having problems
But didn't dare confess.

The girl Opened her eyes slowly
And struggled to whisper something in her ear
This is what everyone wanted she said
Now they have nothing more to fear.

My time has come to say goodbye
And leave this world behind me
For my life meant nothing to no one she whispered
I will be a forgotten memory.

She Took her last breath of life
Her heart she wished she could mend.
But now it's too late
For this girl's life has come to an end.

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  • 9 years ago

    by N J Thornton

    You didn't write this.

  • 17 years ago

    by Live WeLL

    Its desk!!! not table!!.. heyyy mannn.. sorryyy I cant log into my Livewell account for some reason so I made a new one.. dudee whats ur AIM? we deff need to catch up....GARBAGE CAN!! hahhahah

  • 17 years ago

    by MaSkEdSoUl

    That was sssooo sad. There are a lot of dumb people out there, but what goes around, comes around. 5/5 keep it up!

  • This is an amazing poem, yet it is so sad! it really well written, well done!
    love mel

  • 18 years ago

    by Stephanie

    Wow OMG that was soooo sad. It brought tears to my eyes!!!! So deep, I loved it!!!! Keep 'em coming!!! :-)
    Stephanie