It sucks to sit and wonder

It sucks to sit here and wonder if your coming home to stay or its another lie...

it sucks to wonder if you care

it sucks to cry and wonder why

it sucks to care and not know if you do to

i hate that your in prison

i hate that your not here

i hate being alone

theres know one to cry to

i wonder if your drugs are worth it

i hope u really enjoyed that high

because it took away your life
and made u miss mine

I\'m 15 ware have u been

what happened to you

i don\'t know you

but i want to

will i ever

can i trust you

what an=m i suppose to think

what am i suppose to say

I\'m growing up

and your living one big lie

did you even care

it sucks ti sit and wonder

sitting here crying wondering if you care

thats what i do

because i care is that good enough for you or not

so tell me are u here to stay

do u care for me

what is the point of this

because jerry it sucks to sit and wonder if your going to grow up and be my big brother or not