It starts as a powerful lust and fiery passion,
lips of hush and electrifying attraction.
i began to drown under and try to pull myself up,
but the sounds of hell in my ears erupts.
my limbs are fiercely twisted with pain,
i scream only silence I'm swimming in rain.
my breathing helps nothing-my lungs are frozen.
I'm falling so hard as by bones are being broken.
Ive been fooled by your self-indulgence- now betrayed.
your mask cant hide your heart thats burned and decayed.
i hear whispers of the infectious lies you tell,
you are hollow inside, living alone in hell.
you try to take me with you- you haunt me.
as i go insane by your thoughts you watch me.
you like seeing me suffer, you like seeing my fears.
crimson regret dripping as my tears.
I pray for salvation, i pray to be saved,
to clean up this horrible mess you have made.
i long to return to all sanity,
to be out of this terrible life of fantasy.
i swallow past you and catch a piece of life.
the string attached to you is cut with the sharpest knife.
my door is now shut, no more darkness will come in,
but this painful memory will still linger from within.
