Lost Family

In 2004, the year of death.
The 3 grandparents i had ever met all died within a 6 month and 22 day period.. i was 12 years old.. My grandparents being my best friends. watching them die slowly was more then i could handle. now that they're gone.. my family is mean and always depressed. i have a brother and a sister. my brother was attached to my grandfather, my sister was attached to one of my grandmothers and i was attached to the other grandmother. watching them all die at such a young age was the hardest thing i have ever in my life experienced.. the number "4" is the most unlucky number in my life. they all died in 04 and my grandmother died 4-4-04. which made 4 even worse. living a life with someone to idol. knowing that you will see them later on in the day. those are things you will get to do. seeing them in they're coffin. wanting to hug them knowing they're alright. wanting to cry your eyes out. not being able to ever see them again... those are things i get to do.

4-4-04 10-5-04 10-26-04
^ I MISS ^ YOU ALL ^