It's hard for me to...

It's hard for me to answer certain questions.
It's hard for me to lose someone.
It's hard for me to express my feelings.
It's hard for me to accept myself.
It's hard for me to accept compliments.
It's hard for me to accept life.
It's hard for me to be myself.
It's hard for me to trust friends.
It's hard for me to tell if someone likes me.
It's hard for me to be perfect.
It's hard for me to open up to people.
It's hard for me to show my emotions in front of people.
It's hard for me to tell someone "I love you".
It's hard for me to say the word love.
So if I have done or said any of these things to you,
I must trust you,
and if I told you I love you,
I really do mean it!!