REaSoNz!

I try to stop the cutting
But I don't want to
It's getting addicting
Cause of s**t I go through
I hate everyone in my life
I really wish I was dead
Everyone can go f**k off
And leave me in a puddle of red
I want to continue
But a friend doesn't want that
She says it's for dumb reasons
But she is trying not to get fat
Hers is dumb too
Cause she throws up
I don't want that neither
But I do want to cut
I feel the need when I feel sad
So I grab a blade and cut
I cut like six or seven times
When I do this everything is shut
Shut from everyone around me
Who I feel don't care
Cutting myself with a razor
For all this s**t and pain I bear.