I screwed up again

I lay in my bed
Tears fill my eyes
I think of how I screwed up
good this time
Our memories flow through my mind
The time we got sick from walking in the middle of the cold night for two hours
The times we would just sit back and think...."i don't think I have ever laughed that hard"
The times where we played with Barbie's and laughed the night away
For so long you were the one that made my smile, my giggle, my happiness surface
Than I stop letting how much I love you show.
Things fell apart
I screwed up
I will never mean to you as much as I did
I will never make you laugh as much as I did
Our memories will always be there...
But the people wont
I love you with all my heart.
And I'm sorry I screwed Up
Let me end one more sad apology
with
I love you
And if you never talk to me again
I will miss you