Desperatiøn

I want him.
I love him.
I'm crazy.
I'm stupid.
I'm breaking.
I'm breaking.
It's too late I'm BROKEN.

My heart is in pieces,
Scattered on the ground.
Being stepped on by everyone around.
Tears fall from my eyes,
I sit on my bed I'm alone while I cry.
Suddenly it doesn't seem so painful to die.
I feel like I'm gonna be in love forever.
Does this feeling ever stop?
It's something I'd like to just drop.
He gets in your head and takes over your mind.
He stays there until you fall asleep
In the middle of the night.
This poem, I don't want him to read this.
It would make him feel bad.
But I want someone like him to own my 1st kiss
For him I am going so mad.
Because it's like he is perfect.
He's so extraordinary
He's so wonderful, it's kind of scary.
I wanna be
The thing he needs.
I wish I could be
The girl that he sees.
It's like I've got a disease,
Desperation.
He's my destination.
He's taken over me.
He's the air that I breathe,
Every sight that I see,
He's one of my survival needs.
He's never done anything to hurt me
Just by existing
He makes me so happy.
Picturing him in my head
A single tear falls from my eye,
Remembering the kiss he left on the top of my head,
I slowly begin to cry.
He sends me an email
And I smile, with delight.
He's one of the best things in my life.
He opened up my eyes
And made me realize
What real love
Feels like.
I gotta get this off my chest
From all the guys I've ever known,
He's so different
From the rest.